Last night (Saturday, Dec 17th), right after I came home from Cold Storage in Jaya (I went there to buy the ingredients for the cheese cake I was gonna make for tonight's BBQ), Rees called me. He knew I wasn't happy about Eric and all... so he called to check on me. Then he told me something about what Rachel said last week that might have triggered a rumor about him and I cuz Julian Yap (Creative Director) mentioned something to him. Then I told him that Julius Lee (Account Director) saw Brandon and I together last Friday night so he said that hopefully ppl would just think that Brandon and I are together... instead of him (Rees) and me.
Goodness... no wonder Rees usta call me Ms. Scandalous! I guess I am... and I'm not really proud of the title... =P Anywayz, we had a good chat and he made me laugh so much, I forgot all about Eric. When I was talking to Rees on the phone, I was waiting for Brandon near the guard house.
Brandon came at 11 ish and then we went back to his apartment. We watched a movie together... and we cuddled and talked till almost 4 a.m. When I went home, I was on the phone with a friend for another hour or so. Then I started making the cheese cake at 5 something in the morning (my mom was already awake by then). I finally finished making the cheese cake at nearly 7 a.m. and I went straight to bed after that. Hence, I didn't go to church today... =P
I woke up at 11 something and then I watched TV till almost 1 p.m. I called Brandon and we talked for 15 mins... and then I went online. At 2 ish, I started to get ready for tonight's BBQ at Benjamin Khoo's house. Those who went for the Christmas BBQ Party were the host, Benjamin (of coz), Stephanie Ng (cell leader), Steph's sister, Calista; Yennie Yong (assistant cell leader), Yennie's Australian boyfriend, Michael Starkey; John Chan, Eric Cham, Teddy Ismael (Mike's Chinese-Indonesian friend) and of coz, myself. My best bud, Bridget couldn't make it cuz she had to work... =/
Steph was supposed to pick me up but there was a slight change of plans so Eric came and picked me up instead. Before I even left the house, I was on the phone with Brandon and when Eric came, I continued talking to Brandon while walking toward Eric's car. From my house to my church in Damansara Intan (cuz they decided to meet in church and then go to Ben's house together), from my church to Ben's house, I was talking to Brandon the whole time. We only hung up the phone after chatting for 45 mins or so. I didn't talk to Eric at all...
When we were at Ben's house in Damansara Utama, near the Sri KDU School, I saw Brian (my ex-boyfriend who happens to be Ben's younger brother) but there was no awkwardness at all when I saw him sitting there with his parents, watching TV. We smiled at each other and chatted for a while. I found out that his girlfriend, Caryn just broke up with him a few days ago because she stopped having feelings for him. Man... that sucks... Eric said the same thing to me too... what's with these ppl anywayz???
Anywayz, we had a lotta fun barbequing.. altho we burnt the chicken wings and yet they were still slightly raw inside and the lamb meat was not tender enough... kekeke... I forced everyone to eat my cheese cake after the dinner altho they were all full by then... hahaha... John and Ben were big fans of my cheese cake! Hehehe... we couldn't stop laughing during the dinner cuz Ben and Mike were cracking jokes and behaving as tho they were gay partners while the rest of us laughed and made fun of them. Then they started making fun of Yennie until her face turned beet red... kekeke...
After dinner, Ben's parents were out by then so we got the party started... ;D We sang jazzy Christmas carols with John at the piano (he's the best pianist in church) and then we all went for a walk. We went to the playground and played like a bunch of skool kids... we nearly broke the swing and the see-saw cuz we were competing with each other!
We were at the playground for half an hour or so... and we laughed and screamed like kids... gosh... hehehe... a bit embarrassing but we had so much fun! =D When we were back at Ben's house, Steph and Yennie surprised us with Cutting Edge Youth Cell certificates. In the certificates, some of them wrote what they think of each other. What I got was really sweet... some say I was talented... some say I was an encourager... some say I was mature when I speak during cell meetings... and some say I was caring and they were glad to know me... aww... so SWEET... *sniffs* Thanks, you guys... love ya'll!!! *muaks!*+ *hugz*
After that, we played Uno till some of us were banging tables... hahaha... cuz some had to draw a lotta cards!!! Including me!!! Arrgh!!! We laughed so hard when Ben tried to rub the cards like a genie or something and hope that the card was a good card... hehehe... and Eric, who sat beside me, were helping me to win and they were like, "Aww... you're helping Michelle! Not fair!" Honestly, I dunno why he did that... they still dunno that Eric and I broke up, btw... only Bridget knows but she wasn't there just now.
We stopped playing at almost 11 p.m. and then Eric sent me home. On the way back, he was singing in the car and I was slightly annoyed but I didn't say anything. Before I got down from the car, I told him to look at me square in the eye and say, "I don't love you anymore." He looked at me and said it 3 times without faltering. He expected me to cry but I just looked at him, smiled humorlessly and said, "Okie... now it's easier for me to get over you." I went down from the car, looked at him one last time, and smiled to myself.
Goodness... no wonder Rees usta call me Ms. Scandalous! I guess I am... and I'm not really proud of the title... =P Anywayz, we had a good chat and he made me laugh so much, I forgot all about Eric. When I was talking to Rees on the phone, I was waiting for Brandon near the guard house.
Brandon came at 11 ish and then we went back to his apartment. We watched a movie together... and we cuddled and talked till almost 4 a.m. When I went home, I was on the phone with a friend for another hour or so. Then I started making the cheese cake at 5 something in the morning (my mom was already awake by then). I finally finished making the cheese cake at nearly 7 a.m. and I went straight to bed after that. Hence, I didn't go to church today... =P
I woke up at 11 something and then I watched TV till almost 1 p.m. I called Brandon and we talked for 15 mins... and then I went online. At 2 ish, I started to get ready for tonight's BBQ at Benjamin Khoo's house. Those who went for the Christmas BBQ Party were the host, Benjamin (of coz), Stephanie Ng (cell leader), Steph's sister, Calista; Yennie Yong (assistant cell leader), Yennie's Australian boyfriend, Michael Starkey; John Chan, Eric Cham, Teddy Ismael (Mike's Chinese-Indonesian friend) and of coz, myself. My best bud, Bridget couldn't make it cuz she had to work... =/
Steph was supposed to pick me up but there was a slight change of plans so Eric came and picked me up instead. Before I even left the house, I was on the phone with Brandon and when Eric came, I continued talking to Brandon while walking toward Eric's car. From my house to my church in Damansara Intan (cuz they decided to meet in church and then go to Ben's house together), from my church to Ben's house, I was talking to Brandon the whole time. We only hung up the phone after chatting for 45 mins or so. I didn't talk to Eric at all...
When we were at Ben's house in Damansara Utama, near the Sri KDU School, I saw Brian (my ex-boyfriend who happens to be Ben's younger brother) but there was no awkwardness at all when I saw him sitting there with his parents, watching TV. We smiled at each other and chatted for a while. I found out that his girlfriend, Caryn just broke up with him a few days ago because she stopped having feelings for him. Man... that sucks... Eric said the same thing to me too... what's with these ppl anywayz???
Anywayz, we had a lotta fun barbequing.. altho we burnt the chicken wings and yet they were still slightly raw inside and the lamb meat was not tender enough... kekeke... I forced everyone to eat my cheese cake after the dinner altho they were all full by then... hahaha... John and Ben were big fans of my cheese cake! Hehehe... we couldn't stop laughing during the dinner cuz Ben and Mike were cracking jokes and behaving as tho they were gay partners while the rest of us laughed and made fun of them. Then they started making fun of Yennie until her face turned beet red... kekeke...
After dinner, Ben's parents were out by then so we got the party started... ;D We sang jazzy Christmas carols with John at the piano (he's the best pianist in church) and then we all went for a walk. We went to the playground and played like a bunch of skool kids... we nearly broke the swing and the see-saw cuz we were competing with each other!
We were at the playground for half an hour or so... and we laughed and screamed like kids... gosh... hehehe... a bit embarrassing but we had so much fun! =D When we were back at Ben's house, Steph and Yennie surprised us with Cutting Edge Youth Cell certificates. In the certificates, some of them wrote what they think of each other. What I got was really sweet... some say I was talented... some say I was an encourager... some say I was mature when I speak during cell meetings... and some say I was caring and they were glad to know me... aww... so SWEET... *sniffs* Thanks, you guys... love ya'll!!! *muaks!*+ *hugz*
After that, we played Uno till some of us were banging tables... hahaha... cuz some had to draw a lotta cards!!! Including me!!! Arrgh!!! We laughed so hard when Ben tried to rub the cards like a genie or something and hope that the card was a good card... hehehe... and Eric, who sat beside me, were helping me to win and they were like, "Aww... you're helping Michelle! Not fair!" Honestly, I dunno why he did that... they still dunno that Eric and I broke up, btw... only Bridget knows but she wasn't there just now.
We stopped playing at almost 11 p.m. and then Eric sent me home. On the way back, he was singing in the car and I was slightly annoyed but I didn't say anything. Before I got down from the car, I told him to look at me square in the eye and say, "I don't love you anymore." He looked at me and said it 3 times without faltering. He expected me to cry but I just looked at him, smiled humorlessly and said, "Okie... now it's easier for me to get over you." I went down from the car, looked at him one last time, and smiled to myself.
I felt proud that I didn't cry cuz I knew he wasn't worth my tears anymore. Altho I felt wounded by what he said, and I went home feeling disturbed, I knew I was gonna be okie cuz I didn't feel like crying and I felt stronger inside. Like what ppl say, "What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger." It's so true... =)
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