Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Before I Fall In Love...

Today, some guy named Randy sent me a msg via Friendster and asked me to go to his talent casting house in Damansara Jaya cuz he saw my pics on Friendster and he thought I had potential to appear in ads... =P Then I told him that I'm not even pretty... and I didn't think I was good enough to appear in ads but he insisted that I should give it a try... =/ Gosh... he must be either blind... or he had bad taste... *shrugs*

Rogers text me at noon today and he REALLY made my day!!! He asked, "Hey, watcha doing? Suddenly tot of you. How's your sickness? Getting better? Hope so..." Then when he realized my phone ran outta credit (I did reply him via the DiGi website), he topped up RM 10 of credit for me! Awww... ^_^ He said that it was the 1st time he ever topped up for anyone and he did that for me cuz he loves to see my msgs in his inbox... ;D When I told him that I had been working on a song today, he requested me to sing and play it for him someday... ;P

When he reached home at 7 ish, he told me he was going out with his friends after dinner. While waiting for his friends to call, he came online to "accidentally-on-purpose" bump into me... =) He admitted that when he came online, he put "Appear Offline" till he saw me signing in... and then only he changed his status to "Online". I asked him why he did that and he said he didn't feel like chatting with anyone... so that means that he only wanted to chat with ME cuz he switched to "Online" mode as soon as I came online!!! ^_^

Oh gosh... I'm just so happy right now... I haven't felt this way in the longest time... since Eric, I guess... I didn't feel this way about Brandon... so I guess what I feel for Rogers is something really special. He made me wanna be someone better; he made me wanna sing, write songs and I even started playing the piano again (I stopped playing the piano ever since Eric and I started fighting). I also bought Delirious?'s latest CD "The Mission Bell" for him cuz I know he loves that band as much as I do... =)

He's changing me inside out... and he doesn't even know it. I really dun wanna rush things this time... I wanna take things real slow... cuz I've learnt a lot from my past mistakes in relationships so this time, I dun wanna screw this relationship up... I wanna know him better as friends 1st. He feels exactly the same way... so for now, we are just good friends... and nothing more. This time, I'm gonna submit this relationship to God and allow Him to take control... cuz I know that when God is in the center of a relationship between 2 believers of Christ, things would work out beautifully... ^_^

1 comment:

Cmate said...

Go for the casting, girl! Give everything a go, you will never know when God turns it into a stepping stone for you!