Thursday, July 27, 2006

The Most Painful Breakup I Had Ever Experienced In My Entire Life...

On Monday night, I went to Happy Cafe in Happy Garden and had 2 bottles of Carlsberg... to ease my heartache. Then Han came to comfort me and I cried my eyes out when I told him what happened.

When a certain individual finally came, Han left us to talk. We talked for a very long time and I cried like there was no tomorrow... it did feel like the end of the world to me.

After talking for more than 3 hours, we had to say our goodbyes. As we stared at each other for the longest time with tears in our eyes, I could almost hear my heart breaking into a million pieces. When we hugged each other tightly for the last time, he said he would always miss me. It was the saddest day of my life...

At that very moment, the song "Kiss Goodbye" by Wang Lee Hom started to play in my head... as the words of the song spoke directly to me.

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Baby, bu yao zai ku qi
(Baby, don't cry anymore)
zhe yi mu duo mo shou xi
(How familiar this scene is)
jin wo zhe ni de shou bi ci dou she bu de fen li
(Holding your hand tightly, don't wish to be apart)
mei yi ci xiang kai kou dan bu ru bao chi an jing
(Everytime I want to say something, I decide to remain silent instead)
gei wo yi fen zhong zhuan xin hao hao xin shang ni de mei
(Give me a minute to truly appreciate your beauty)

xing fu da pei bei shang
(Sorrow accompanies felicity)
tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
(At the same time, my heart has mixed emotions)
cuo zhe de yan lei bu neng ce shi ai de chong liang
(The tears of frustration can't test the weight of love)
fu chu de ai shou bu hui
(The love that I've given out can't be taken back)
hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
(I can't give you what I owe you)
bie ba wo xin ye dai zou qu gen sui
(Don't take my heart away with you)

mei yi ci he ni fen kai
(Everytime I'm separated from you)
shen shen de bei ni da bai
(I'm deeply defeated by you)
mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou
(Everytime I give up your tenderness)
tong ku nan yi shi huai
(It's so painful that I can't shake the feeling off)
mei yi ci he ni fen kai
(Everytime I'm separated from you)
mei yi ci kiss you goodbye
(Everytime I kiss you goodbye)
ai qing de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai
(The taste of love, I finally understand to its fullest at this moment)

xing fu da pei bei shang
(Sorrow accompanies felicity)
tong shi zai wo xin jiao cha
(At the same time, my heart has mixed emotions)
cuo zhe de yan lei bu neng ce shi ai de chong liang
(The tears of frustration can't test the weight of love)
fu chu de ai shou bu hui
(The love that I've given out can't be taken back)
hai qian ni de wo bu neng gei
(I can't give you what I owe you)
wo cai ming bai ai zui zhen shi de zi wei
(I then truly understand the real taste of love)

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