People Always Leave... ='(

I dun understand why ppl I care about always leave. I'm not just talking bout some ex-bfs of mine (I dun wanna go there), I'm referring to my friends as well. When I was 13, my childhood friend, Amanda Wong moved to Cameron Highlands. Then the following year, my uncle (my dad's bro), who was a father figure to me, died of stroke. Then a few months after that, another childhood friend of mine, Chum Siok Ling died in a hit-and-run accident. Two years went by... and my dance choreographer, Suzanne Yeoh left the church... my good friend, Stephanie Yeoh (not related to Suzanne) migrated to Melbourne... and my pet bro/cell leader, Siew Chuan went to Singapore to work. As a result, we all drifted apart.

In 2003, the 2 Yong sisters I grew up with, Huiyoong and Zhiyoong migrated to Australia. Then not long after that, another childhood friend of mine, James Chan went to Sydney. Then Amanda went to Adelaide to further her studies. There were a few others who left the church too... like Adam Cheng, Henry Leow, Ming Kit... and we all drifted apart. Then there's Choong Chee Wah, one of my bestest friends... who migrated to UK right after SPM. And then there's Mark Yee Len Jin, who went to India to study medicine... *sighs* It just saddens me so much...

I just spoke to Daniel Woon (Chun Hau), a friend from St. Gabriel's Church. He told me that he might be going to Shanghai for 2 years cuz his company is sending him there. Then he said Kevin Chan (Wing Fai) would be going to Australia next year to further his studies. He told me that I'm one of the 1st few ppl to know all that... not even his cell leader (my eldest bro, Kenneth) knows it yet... and he had to tell me 2 days before my final exams! >.< I'm in a lousy mood now... mainly because I've just gotten close to Chun Hau and Wing Fai and they are leaving so soon. Here's the most heartbreaking part: Rogers, the love of my life, might be going to Korea next year... for 2-3 years. What am I gonna do??? Why is everybody leaving??? ='(