Tuesday, May 16, 2006

People Always Leave... ='(

I dun understand why ppl I care about always leave. I'm not just talking bout some ex-bfs of mine (I dun wanna go there), I'm referring to my friends as well. When I was 13, my childhood friend, Amanda Wong moved to Cameron Highlands. Then the following year, my uncle (my dad's bro), who was a father figure to me, died of stroke. Then a few months after that, another childhood friend of mine, Chum Siok Ling died in a hit-and-run accident. Two years went by... and my dance choreographer, Suzanne Yeoh left the church... my good friend, Stephanie Yeoh (not related to Suzanne) migrated to Melbourne... and my pet bro/cell leader, Siew Chuan went to Singapore to work. As a result, we all drifted apart.

In 2003, the 2 Yong sisters I grew up with, Huiyoong and Zhiyoong migrated to Australia. Then not long after that, another childhood friend of mine, James Chan went to Sydney. Then Amanda went to Adelaide to further her studies. There were a few others who left the church too... like Adam Cheng, Henry Leow, Ming Kit... and we all drifted apart. Then there's Choong Chee Wah, one of my bestest friends... who migrated to UK right after SPM. And then there's Mark Yee Len Jin, who went to India to study medicine... *sighs* It just saddens me so much...

I just spoke to Daniel Woon (Chun Hau), a friend from St. Gabriel's Church. He told me that he might be going to Shanghai for 2 years cuz his company is sending him there. Then he said Kevin Chan (Wing Fai) would be going to Australia next year to further his studies. He told me that I'm one of the 1st few ppl to know all that... not even his cell leader (my eldest bro, Kenneth) knows it yet... and he had to tell me 2 days before my final exams! >.< I'm in a lousy mood now... mainly because I've just gotten close to Chun Hau and Wing Fai and they are leaving so soon. Here's the most heartbreaking part: Rogers, the love of my life, might be going to Korea next year... for 2-3 years. What am I gonna do??? Why is everybody leaving??? ='(

8 comments:

michsue said...

yeah... siok ling was from tp... dun u rmb in form 2, her mom came to skool, crying? the accident she was involved in... chai hsia was oso hurt... rmb chai hsia's scar on her leg?

juliamoh said...

i remb. but i thought siok ling only went to kindy with you :P do you remb i was from madelene too? and i also left tp quite sometime ago leh..i guess i just have not made any impact in any of your lives hor? :(

michsue said...

JEEZ... now I'm close to you mar... ish... I just overlooked it, that's all... r u gonna kill me for that??? *slaps Julz for good measure*

michsue said...

yeah... we were in form 2... and we were lining up outside da class after recess during the DEAR (Drop Everything And Read) program... fuiyoh... that was ages ago...

juliamoh said...

fuiyoh powderful memory :P i remb too hehe..*wonders if jas does*

i was only joking la jor :P i know la y u din mention me altho u wanted to hahahah omg perasan case

who you all wanna slap now har?

michsue said...

jas? she has the worst memory in the history of mankind... i bet she forgets her own name every now and then... kakakaka!!!

r we having a "slap orgy" here or something?

michsue said...

hahaha!!! she seriously forgot??? gosh, we shud throw some stones at her la... maybe after profuse bleeding, she wud rmb...

juliamoh said...

omg she forgot?!?!!!???!!!!!!

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